Why I Thought I Was an Artist and How I Was Wrong
When I was younger, I thought of myself as an artist. I loved drawing and writing, spending my summers at art camps and evenings in art classes. My high school was even focused on the arts. But around the age of 16, I started to see things differently. I got into photography and wrote for the school newspaper, and these felt more practical than artistic.
After reading Steven Pressfield’s, The War of Art,[1] and Austin Kleon’s, Steal Like an Artist,[2] I’ve had a chance to reflect on how my perspective on art and creativity has evolved over the years. In the past I used to believe that being an artist required conjuring creations from air. However now I realize that even though I may not fit into the notion of an artist, my creativity is undeniable. My artistic training has influenced every aspect of my life whether it be capturing photographs or crafting written pieces. These two books have helped me with my understanding of creativity and emphasized the importance of cultivating habits to support it.
Defining Artistry and Creativity
As I reflect on my childhood passion for drawing and writing I find myself considering the essence of being an artist. Initially I believed that art solely encompassed the creation of paintings, sculptures and perhaps the composition of poems or songs. However as time passed and I gained experience my perception of art and creativity underwent a transformation.
Artistry in a context pertains to the abilities involved in producing visual or auditory forms of artistic expression. Think painting, drawing and composing music. It revolves around utilizing one’s talents to create something that can be perceived through sight, sound or touch. During my years I fully immersed myself in the realms of drawing and painting convinced that this was the path to becoming an artist[3].
However creativity is somewhat distinct. It extends beyond creating art. Creativity encompasses the utilization of ones imagination to generate concepts and resolutions. It can manifest in problem solving approaches the ability to devise methods of accomplishing tasks or even in the craft of storytelling. It primarily involves thinking outside boundaries and fostering innovation.
As I explored endeavors such as photography and contributing to a school newspaper I came to recognize that my greatest talent resided in the realm of creativity. It wasn’t about producing art in the sense but rather about embracing a creative mindset in all aspects of my life.
Personal Journey with Art and Creativity
I discovered my passion for art at 16 and I realized that my artistic path was taking a different direction. While I enjoyed drawing and painting I found a love for photography and writing. These skills felt more practical to me yet they allowed me to express my creativity in different ways.
As I worked in journalism and public relations I came to understand that creativity goes beyond creating artwork; it involves finding approaches to problem solving and storytelling. This realization became a turning point in my life. Although I may not be considered an artist I recognized that my true strength lies in harnessing my creativity.
After incorporating The War of Art and Steal Like an Artist into my experiences I gained insights into the true nature of creativity. Pressfields notion of overcoming ‘Resistance'[4]—those obstacles that impede our endeavours—really struck a chord with me. He emphasizes the importance of approaching work, with discipline and treating it with a professional mindset[5]. This mindset of confronting and overcoming self doubt and procrastination has completely transformed how I approach my projects.
Kleon on the other hand offers this viewpoint when it comes to generating ideas: his advice to “borrow” ideas in the meaning of finding inspiration from existing works and adding your twist is an approach to creativity[6]. It challenges the idea that everything must be completely original and instead embraces the art of combining and reimagining existing concepts.
Both authors stress the significance of habits and routines in fostering creativity. Pressfield underscores the value of showing up and putting in the effort when inspiration feels out of reach. Kleon echoes this idea by emphasizing the importance of persistence and being receptive to ideas during the journey. Their teachings have shown me that creativity is not merely a surge of inspiration but rather a nurtured talent that flourishes through practice and a willingness to learn and explore new avenues.
Incorporating these understandings into my endeavours I’ve discovered that having an approach and being adaptable can go hand in hand. While sticking to a routine can enhance productivity, staying receptive to ideas and diverse influences is just as vital. Striking this balance is essential for maintaining an ever evolving process.
My Approach
In my creative journey, I’ve learned that balancing discipline with flexibility is key. While it’s important to have a routine and work consistently, being too rigid can sometimes stifle creativity. For me, sticking to a strict schedule isn’t always the answer. Instead, I focus on being disciplined in my approach but flexible in my execution.
This flexibility means knowing when to take a step back. When I feel my creative batteries draining, I don’t hesitate to take a break. It could be something as simple as watching YouTube or mindlessly scrolling through Netflix. These moments away from my work are not just rest periods; they’re a crucial part of my creative process. They allow my mind to wander, often leading to unexpected bursts of inspiration and new ideas.
This approach has taught me that creativity thrives not just in structured environments but also in moments of relaxation and spontaneity. It’s about finding the right balance that works for you, understanding that sometimes, the best ideas come when you’re not actively searching for them.
[1] Pressfield, S. (2002). The War of Art: Break Through the Blocks and Win Your Inner Creative Battles. Black Irish Entertainment LLC.
[2] Kleon, A. (2012). Steal Like an Artist: 10 Things Nobody Told You About Being Creative. Workman Publishing Company.
[3] Sandbox, I. (n.d.). The Difference Between Artistic & Creative Ability. IDEA Sandbox. Retrieved December 7, 2023, from https://idea-sandbox.com/blog/difference-between-artistic-creative-ability
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About the Author
Mathieu Yuill
While raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens may be a few of Julia Andrews' favourite things, here are a few of mine: Talking to strangers, Learning about what you do for fun, Conversation over coffee. I own a marketing and communications company in Toronto, Canada called Leading With Nice. There are a lot of names I could have given the company but a trusted friend encouraged me to name it that because I really value the humanness in us all. Bah - this is starting to sound like a horrible LinkedIn post. So whatever, let's have coffee. I'd love to hear about what you do for fun!14 responses to “Why I Thought I Was an Artist and How I Was Wrong”
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Sir Mathieu! I love so much of this post. You are brilliantly humble. “These moments away from my work are not just rest periods; they’re a crucial part of my creative process. They allow my mind to wander, often leading to unexpected bursts of inspiration and new ideas.” I was actually resisting having away moments but you’re right, use those away moments to strengthen that creativity. I was even told by a friend to take a brisk 20 minute walk because it will give me oxygenated blood to my brain, which will help with the creativity. Thanks for the post sir. Very Nice!😊
Thank you for your kind words, Sir Todd! I’m glad my post resonated with you. It’s true, those ‘away moments’ are incredibly vital for our creative process. They give us the space to breathe and let our minds roam freely, often leading to those ‘aha’ moments.
The idea of taking a brisk walk is excellent advice. Not only does it provide physical benefits, but it also helps in clearing the mind and inviting new ideas. Remember, nurturing creativity is as much about giving ourselves time to recharge as it is about actively creating. Keep embracing those moments of rest and exploration! 😊
Matthieu,
Thank you for sharing your journey of understanding yourself as an artist. I took many art (music & drama) classes growing up. In the spring I took a pottery class (LOVED IT!!!) and threw some clay to make some pieces for gifts. You mentioned how creativity is somehow distinct from art and utilizes the imagination to generate concepts and resolutions. How do you utilize your creativity in your current leadership role? How is artistic expression a part of your life as an adult? Painting? Music?
Young Cathy,
It’s fantastic to hear about your diverse experiences in the arts, including your recent foray into pottery! In my current leadership role, creativity plays a crucial part in problem-solving and strategic thinking. I often use the imaginative skills honed through artistic endeavors to envision unique solutions and innovative approaches in my work. This process is similar to how an artist might conceptualize a piece before bringing it to life.
As for artistic expression in my adult life, it continues to manifest in various forms. While I may not engage in painting or music creation as frequently (or ever), I find artistic expression in less conventional ways. This could be through photography, creative writing (like these replies, for example), or even designing presentations and strategies that require a blend of analytical and creative thinking. Each of these activities allows me to channel my creative energy, keeping the essence of art alive in my everyday life.
(A voice from the Choir – PREACH it PASTOR!)
You wrote, “In my creative journey, I’ve learned that balancing discipline with flexibility is key. While it’s important to have a routine and work consistently, being too rigid can sometimes stifle creativity. For me, sticking to a strict schedule isn’t always the answer. Instead, I focus on being disciplined in my approach but flexible in my execution.
DISCIPLINE IN APPROACH, FLEXIBLE IN EXECUTION. (I love this!)
You wrote, “This approach has taught me that creativity thrives not just in structured environments but also in moments of relaxation and spontaneity. It’s about finding the right balance that works for you, understanding that sometimes, the best ideas come when you’re not actively searching for them.
Ever since Cape Town, finding my academic balance with life, work and relationships has been a bit of a struggle. Dec 2023, I have come to another breathing space (finishing the papers) and I look forward to 2024 with anticipation.
Thanks for your thoughts. So insightful.
Shalom…
Thank you for your enthusiastic response! It’s heartening to know that the idea of balancing discipline with flexibility resonated with you. It sounds like you’ve been on a significant journey yourself, especially with the challenges of balancing this academic pursuit, work, and personal relationships. It’s not an easy feat, and finding that equilibrium is crucial.
The end of 2023 marking a breathing space for you is a testament to your resilience and dedication. As you look forward to 2024, Russel, remember to carry this balanced approach with you. Allow yourself moments of relaxation and spontaneity, as these can be the breeding grounds for some of your most profound ideas and insights.
Keep nurturing your creativity in all its forms, and may the coming year bring you more opportunities for growth, fulfillment, and joy. Shalom and best wishes on your continuing journey!
Like Russ above I honed in on this statement: “Instead, I focus on being disciplined in my approach but flexible in my execution.”
Story of my life.
I’m not a super organized administrative / analytical person who loves a schedule. I’m a creative at heart and in wiring. But I live in a world where discipline is necessary.
I’ve been saying that everyone can be an artist, but maybe I should be saying instead that we are all created to be creative.
Great post, thanks for your contribution. And thanks for sharing your story. It’s easy to see the creative and artistic background in the way you do life. And it’s inspiring.
It’s truly affirming to hear that the concept of being disciplined in approach yet flexible in execution resonates with you. Your reflection on not being naturally inclined towards a rigid, administrative style, yet recognizing the need for discipline in a world that demands it, is a common struggle for many creatives.
Your perspective on creativity is spot-on. While not everyone may identify as an artist in the traditional sense, the capacity for creativity is inherent in all of us. It manifests in myriad ways, beyond the conventional boundaries of art. Emphasizing that we are all ‘created to be creative’ is a powerful and inclusive way to look at it.
you said: “In my creative journey, I’ve learned that balancing discipline with flexibility is key. While it’s important to have a routine and work consistently, being too rigid can sometimes stifle creativity. For me, sticking to a strict schedule isn’t always the answer. Instead, I focus on being disciplined in my approach but flexible in my execution.” All I can say is YES! SAME! I am very, very cruel to myself and have the worst time “working ahead” as I sit here in our final weekend under deep stress which seems to be the only way I can get my butt in the seat! Argh.. procrastination runs very, very deep with me:)
It’s great to hear that you relate to the balance between discipline and flexibility in the creative process. Your honesty about being hard on yourself and struggling with procrastination is something many can empathize with (by many, I mean me for sure!). It’s a common challenge, especially in creative endeavours, where inspiration and motivation can be unpredictable.
Christmas Blessings to you and yours. So grateful to be in this program together. Praying Jesus’ love on you into the new year.
“Do not be afraid. I bring you GOOD NEWS that will cause GREAT JOY for ALL PEOPLE” (Luke 2:10).
John, thank you so much. For my graduation gift I would really love it if you and Tim would move onto my street and we could hang out in the early afternoons while enjoying a beverage and waxing poetic about all sorts of topics.
Hi Mathieu!
Your post is so insightful!
You write, “This approach has taught me that creativity thrives not just in structured environments but also in moments of relaxation and spontaneity. It’s about finding the right balance that works for you, understanding that sometimes, the best ideas come when you’re not actively searching for them.”
I’m intrigued by your post. Could you further explain how to distinguish between time to relax and not to find the best ideas?
Dinka, I have three teenage boys so this concept is not all-to-common in our house, but the best inspiration comes in the shower!
But to answer you a bit more fulsome, what I was driving at was I know when I hit a wall and I need to walk away from my work. Usually I know because I’m tired, hungry or just day dreaming a lot. When I step away and do something else, I know I can go back to work because I begin to be inspired about the work I was doing or was about to do.
This is one of the reasons I find it hard to turn off work. My friend is a pilot for an airline and he says the part he loves is that when he leaves the plane his job is done. I don’t know that I could do that because I would be thinking of ways to improve boarding process, save time on taxiing, etc.