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To Love is to be Vulnerable

Written by: on April 10, 2019

Brené Brown calls herself a researcher and storyteller, and she is also a social worker to the core. She has a BSW, MSW, and even a DSW (that’s a bachelors, masters and doctorate all in social work). It’s no wonder I am drawn to her materials since I am also a social worker and am very interested in understanding human behavior and relationships. I have thoroughly enjoyed a few of her other books, listened to her TED Talks, and the book for this week, Dare to Lead, did not disappoint. Out of all the leadership books we have read, this one brings out aspects of leadership qualities that are rather unique. In fact, she introduces her first points at “The Heart of Daring Leadership as: 1. You can’t get to courage without rumbling with vulnerability. Embrace the suck. 2. Self-awareness and self-love matter. Who we are is how we lead. 3. Courage is contagious. To scale daring leadership and build courage in teams and organizations, we have to cultivate a culture in which brave work, tough conversations, and whole hearts are the expectation, and armor is not necessary or rewarded.”[1] The idea of vulnerability is revolutionary in the leadership world, but according to Brown, it is the key to being a courageous, daring leader. Ironically, while she was studying the topic of vulnerability, she had what she calls a breakdown. She had to put the research down and spend a year in therapy going to battle with vulnerability in her own life. At the end of it all, she discovered that whole-hearted people (including herself) believe they are worthy of love and belonging, and “what makes them vulnerable makes them beautiful.”[2]

 

One of the aspects of her research and book that is inspiring and hopeful is she discovered that “courage is a collection of four skill sets that can be taught, observed, and measured. The four skill sets are: Rumbling with Vulnerability, Living into Our Values, Braving Trust, and Learning to Rise.”[3] Of course, the first skill set is wrestling with the difficult task of being vulnerable. This tends to be counter-intuitive for most leaders but something that helps us overcome shame so we can focus on leading ourselves well. Ironically, the difference between my clients who progress quickly towards their goals of personal and emotional health and the ones who flounder is vulnerability. When they choose to get real with themselves and me, as their therapist, they can get past the self-protective measures they have had in place for years and allow themselves to feel safe with their pain and move to healing. The second skill set, living into our values, is another common theme to my therapy with clients. When people are living outside of their values, this causes quite a bit of emotional and physical distress in people (normal people who aren’t sociopaths usually have a difficult time living double lives). In the therapy world we call this cognitive dissonance, basically believing one thing and living another. When leaders know themselves well, we can get in touch with how well our behavior is aligned with our values and make adjustments if needed.

 

It was interesting how influential the following quote from Theodore Roosevelt was on her books Daring Greatly and Dare to Lead:

“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again…who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly.”[4]

What a powerful quote that challenges us all to get in the ring without the fear of failure. I also love how it cautions us to not be the one who throws out criticism, especially if we are not willing to take the risk ourselves. Brown says it like this, “It’s pretty simple: If we are brave enough often enough, we will fall. Daring is not saying “I’m willing to risk failure.” Daring is saying “I know I will eventually fail, and I’m still all in.” I’ve never met a brave person who hasn’t known disappointment, failure, even heartbreak.”[5] In the vain of being vulnerable, I have to admit I am usually averse to risk and I try to mitigate failure at every turn. I know this causes me to miss out on some opportunities, but my wife has helped to expand capacity to dare greatly. I also struggle to rely on others and be vulnerable, which is probably why I lack courage sometimes. I have to deliberately expose my weaknesses and lean on the people in my life who I trust. This is probably why the third skill set is Braving Trust, if we don’t walk the fine line of being vulnerable and putting trust to the test we will never truly gain the skill of being a courageous leader.

 

Many of us don’t realize the vulnerability we exhibit when we dare to love. Loving another human is the most beautiful leap of faith we take without even realizing it. The only problem is when that love gets betrayed or lost we often times get caught off guard with the level of vulnerability we feel. Unfortunately, I see this side of vulnerability in my office too often. People are broken because the person they were most vulnerable with has either broken that trust or has been taken from them tragically. This tends to dramatically affect people’s ability to trust and be vulnerable again with other humans, and it highlights how much they hardly thought twice about the risk they took to trust and be vulnerable with their last love. Because us humans are hard-wired to need this, it is always important to walk this scary road back to vulnerability with my clients so they can get this need met. My hope is that I can continue to grow in my own vulnerability and willingness to take risks so I can be the best leader and spouse I can be.

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            [1] Brené Brown, Dare to Lead, Random House Publishing Group, Kindle Edition, 10-12.

            [2] https://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability?language=en#t-373408

            [3] Brené Brown, Dare to Lead, Random House Publishing Group, Kindle Edition, 10-11.

            [4] Ibid., xvii.

            [5] Ibid., 19.

About the Author

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Jake Dean-Hill

Currently a Marriage & Family Therapist in private practice. Ordained minister with 10 years of prior full-time church ministry experience and currently volunteering with a local church plant. Also working with companies as a Corporate Leadership Coach.

10 responses to “To Love is to be Vulnerable”

  1. Dave Watermulder says:

    Thanks, Jake–
    I know you were excited for this book, and I’m glad to read your excellent summation. Obviously there is too much in this book to pin down in a single post, but you gave the overview well and highlighted this one: “the first skill set is wrestling with the difficult task of being vulnerable.” Man, that is a sentence that could be connected and related to all kinds of aspects of life– I’m sure in your practice it is true, in pastoring it is true, and in leadership of many kinds. This book (and author) seems like it specifically fits 2019, somehow, and the “moment” we are in. Her words speak great truth into the current leadership on a national level, which is clearly going about things in a different way. I hope many will read or hear her along the way.

    • Thanks Dave for your thoughtful comments. I couldn’t agree more, the topic of vulnerability applies to all aspects of life, and yes I think we need to get her and Trump together. 🙂 I’m so glad we have pastors like you who dare to lead with courage from a vulnerable place. Blessings to you and your ministry.

  2. mm Dan Kreiss says:

    Jake,

    I think you are correct that Brown’s suggestion that vulnerability is key to effective leadership, but that seems so incredibly counterintuitive. It is so rare that we see this in evidence in most leaders as it seems a different, and often unhealthy, type of strength is normally promoted as effective leadership. With all of her success in speaking and writing why do you think the old view of strong leadership still prevails?

    • Thanks Dan, I agree vulnerability is very counterintuitive and definitely not something mainstream leadership books are teaching. I also think the leadership world is having a hard time accepting Brené Brown since she does not have her MBA and is pounding a very different leadership drum that is bound to make many “strong” leaders uncomfortable. Blessings my friend.

  3. Hi Jake,

    You stated: “Loving another human is the most beautiful leap of faith we take.” Yes! Isn’t that the core of it all? When we grow to realize that this loving is not just a romantic notion but self-sacrificial and service-oriented, we see how vulnerable love makes us.

    • Thanks Mark, I appreciated you highlighting the faith we exercise when we love. And yes, this is not just when we love romantically, but also when we give ourselves in friendship and to other relationships we put our trust in. So many of us jump into loving another without even thinking about how big of a vulnerable step it is. Blessings my friend.

  4. mm Jean Ollis says:

    Hi Jake – fellow Brene fan :). Glad to see we were highlighted in several posts lol. You are absolutely right when you speak to betrayed vulnerability from someone we love. I often share these quotes with clients – grief is the price we pay for the ability to love and with great love comes great risk. Thank goodness you are in the trenches, helping so many hurting individuals/couples find their new normal. God has truly ordained you for such a time as this. Well done, friend!

    • Thanks fellow Brené groupie! You sure are up late commenting on blogs. 🙂 Yes our names were mentioned quite a bit…you know how it is lol. I love those quotes you shared, they communicate the vulnerability of loving beautifully. Thanks for your encouragement and I’m gonna throw it right back atcha…your students are blessed to learn from such a compassionate social worker and your clients are blessed to have you walk through their pain with them. Blessings to you and my little knife buddy 🙂

  5. Shawn Hart says:

    Jake…first, I cannot believe no one beat me to it: BSW, MSW, and even a DSW…I hope that woman drives a BMW!

    Second, talk about “embracing the suck,” vulnerability sucks!! LOL. I have never seen anyone pounce on error, weakness and doubt like a room full of Christians will. Very sad. But I also agree that this is the main reason so many ministers are scared to truly stand up and lead; they believe there is just too much at stake. However, that is why your quote about the one standing in the arena is so great; the cries and criticism of the lazy and stubborn should not be the ones that determine the ministries that need to be done.

  6. mm Kyle Chalko says:

    Jake, I know this topic and book are especially in your wheelhouse. Im wondering if you see a difference in the skills that Brene talks about between female and males leaders. How can they help each other grow in these skills Brene talked about?

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